Person on a bridge

If  I was standing on a bridge looking down at the moving water below me with my hands tied behind my back, my wrists tied with a cord and a rope closely encircled around my neck a lot would be going through my mind. The first thing that would come to my mind is that I'm going to die. I would try to prevent myself from thinking that at that moment. I wouldn't panic at all because panicking wouldn't do no go at all. I would try to save myself.